بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
In the Name of ALLAH, the Beneficient, the Merciful.

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
Peace be upon you. (=

Dear rediesh.com readers. I would like to apologize for not updating my blog regarding this 1430H Idul Fitri celebration. To be honest, I wasn’t that busy afterall during the night of syawal neither I was happily celebrating it. Alhamdulillah for I was sick on that very special day. I was indeed enjoying the precious moment of listening to those mellifluous voice from all kinds of people reciting the takbir, subhan-ALLAH. For that, I do still feel the moment of freedom from overcoming great tribulations during the holy month of ramadhan despite being sick. But again, I do not know why I felt so blue this year. I felt as if ramadhan has left us too soon. Honestly I’ve never felt this hard all this while.

Dear Ramadhan… I’ve never felt weary in celebrating your 30 days. Sometimes I wish for the things which I knew that are impossible to be granted. Yurp, you were right. We all wish to meet Ramadhan everyday. Isn’t that impossible readers?

Actually I found out something great in this holy month of Ramadhan. At least there’re people out there who’ve been labelling ‘emselves as a Muslim (which I think only by names) starts to realise the true meaning of Ramadhan. The least they’ve done in this precious 30 days are by not showing off their voluptuousness ‘too much’. Well, I knew people might be saying there’re still lots and lots of ’em out there who’s not respecting Ramadhan. But I’m counting on people who’re trying their very best. Alhamdulillah. I can see so much changes even its might be the littlest thing to your eyes. As for me, I was very very touched to know that majority of the Muslim people here in S’pore did really open their mind, heart and soul towards the 10 nights of Lailatul Qadr. Masya-ALLAH! This is what I’ve been waiting for since I’ve started learning the meaning of it.

Shukran ya ALLAH for these precious eyes, ears and heart. Alhamdulillah for your unique creation O’ ALLAHU RABBI. I do not know what else to utter. Beside the word of syukr. Eyes which helps me to see the beauty that comes from only YOU, the Al-mighty. Ears which helps me to hear only to good things especially the recitation of the Qur’an from all gorgeous Qari and Qariah. And a heart to feel the touchness of being a true ISLAM.

See, you can sense my feeling towards the leaving of Ramadhan which I find it too soon. Corrections: The Ramadhan left us. Its not US who has LEFT Ramadhan from our life. O’ ALLAH, will I have the chance in meeting ‘em again? Insya-ALLAH. Please, do count me on for the next Ramadhan celebration. (=

So, I think I better stop here before I start to blabber things which aren’t important. Insya-ALLAH if ALLAH grant me that precious time with great health, I’ll be posting or update my Blog about the Hikmah of Ramadhan & Idul Fitri (in malay lang). But not now cause of some task and important work that I need to do and overcome it asap. Friends who’ve known me for years. Once again, please accept my apologizeness. The mistake I’ve done wasn’t what I wish to do. But you knew I’m a musleemah with mistakes. I can’t live my life without making mistakes and learning from it.

*Please, do not wait for my next post because only ALLAH knows what happen next in my life. ((=